Wonder Bread and Ecstasy

Wonder Bread and Ecstasy
Author: Charles Isherwood
Publisher: Alyson Books
Total Pages: 224
Release: 1996
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 9781555833831

Drugs, Sex, and Unbridled Ambition: These were the main ingredients in the lethal cocktail that killed gay porn's brightest star, Joey Stefano. As pornography's marketable gay face and body, he was filmed having sex in more than 35 hard-core videos, danced an unforgettable striptease in clubs across America and Europe, and hustled his way through thousands of dollars paid to him by clients around the globe. But none of this filled the void inside Nicholas Iacona, a.k.a. Joey Stefano. From his childhood in the country's heartland to his tragic rise and fall in Los Angeles's dark and dangerous world of gay porn, Wonder Bread and Ecstasy paints a grim portrait of American life gone berserk.

Sordid Truths

Sordid Truths
Author: Aiden Shaw
Publisher:
Total Pages: 0
Release: 2009
Genre: Gay erotic films
ISBN: 9781593501372

A chronicle of the author's ascent from being a broke college boy to an internationally renowned adult film superstar. After finishing just one year of his degree, Shaw was lured to London by a heady mix of sex and money. Within a short time, he was something of a celebrity in his field, having been introduced to wealthy and weird eccentrics, as well as famous personalities. When the legendary Chi Chi La Rue took polaroids of the naked and aroused Shaw, his adult career was launched and, as documented in over 50 adult films, the rest is history.

Boy in the Sand

Boy in the Sand
Author: Roger Edmonson
Publisher:
Total Pages: 268
Release: 1998
Genre: Erotic films
ISBN: 9781555834579

The Casey Donovan Story An examination of the life of Cal Culver, aka Casey Donovan, aka the golden boy of porn. Similar in style to the popular Alyson biographies such as 'Wonder Bread & Ecstasy,' the book looks at Culver's life, placing him in the context of his times - from Stonewall to the mid-80s - and showing the effect his lifestyle had on the more hedonistic aspects of gay culture.

Wonder and Exile in the New World

Wonder and Exile in the New World
Author: Alex Nava
Publisher: Penn State Press
Total Pages: 394
Release: 2013-06-21
Genre: Literary Criticism
ISBN: 0271063300

In Wonder and Exile in the New World, Alex Nava explores the border regions between wonder and exile, particularly in relation to the New World. It traces the preoccupation with the concept of wonder in the history of the Americas, beginning with the first European encounters, goes on to investigate later representations in the Baroque age, and ultimately enters the twentieth century with the emergence of so-called magical realism. In telling the story of wonder in the New World, Nava gives special attention to the part it played in the history of violence and exile, either as a force that supported and reinforced the Conquest or as a voice of resistance and decolonization. Focusing on the work of New World explorers, writers, and poets—and their literary descendants—Nava finds that wonder and exile have been two of the most significant metaphors within Latin American cultural, literary, and religious representations. Beginning with the period of the Conquest, especially with Cabeza de Vaca and Las Casas, continuing through the Baroque with Cervantes and Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz, and moving into the twentieth century with Alejo Carpentier and Miguel Ángel Asturias, Nava produces a historical study of Latin American narrative in which religious and theological perspectives figure prominently.

Music, the Brain, and Ecstasy

Music, the Brain, and Ecstasy
Author: Robert Jourdain
Publisher: William Morrow
Total Pages: 410
Release: 1997
Genre: Music
ISBN:

At the evolution of music and introduces surprising new concepts of memory and perception, knowledge and attention, motion and emotion, all at work as music takes hold of us. Along the way, a fascinating cast of characters brings Jourdain's narrative to vivid life: "idiots savants" who absorb whole pieces on a single hearing, composers who hallucinate entire compositions, a psychic who claimed to take dictation from long-dead composers, and victims of brain damage who.

My Undoing

My Undoing
Author: Aiden Shaw
Publisher: Running Press Adult
Total Pages: 320
Release: 2006-05-24
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 9780786717439

For the first time, porn legend Aiden Shaw takes fans behind-the-scenes to the gay adult film world that made him a star. My Undoing ventures from locales such as Los Angeles, San Francisco, New York, and London, to the sets of premiere studios like Falcon, Catalina, and Studio 200. Yet, this is not the typical adult film memoir, where stars drop names and titillate readers with explicit moments. Although My Undoing shares in unsparing detail all the hot stories about the sex and drugs that fueled Aiden's life, it more profoundly follows him through a course of rocky and unfulfilling relationships. As Aiden eloquently and often humorously points out, the romantic life of an adult film superstar is sometimes lonely and lacking in love. But not love only in the form of a relationship, rather also love from within himself. The book is equally moving for his revelations about his Irish Catholic family, his Positive HIV status in the sex industry, and his recovery from a near fatal car accident that left him temporarily paralyzed.

Behave

Behave
Author: Robert M. Sapolsky
Publisher: Penguin
Total Pages: 801
Release: 2018-05-01
Genre: Science
ISBN: 0143110918

New York Times bestseller • Winner of the Los Angeles Times Book Prize • One of the Washington Post's 10 Best Books of the Year “It’s no exaggeration to say that Behave is one of the best nonfiction books I’ve ever read.” —David P. Barash, The Wall Street Journal "It has my vote for science book of the year.” —Parul Sehgal, The New York Times "Immensely readable, often hilarious...Hands-down one of the best books I’ve read in years. I loved it." —Dina Temple-Raston, The Washington Post From the bestselling author of A Primate's Memoir and the forthcoming Determined: A Science of Life Without Free Will comes a landmark, genre-defining examination of human behavior and an answer to the question: Why do we do the things we do? Behave is one of the most dazzling tours d’horizon of the science of human behavior ever attempted. Moving across a range of disciplines, Sapolsky—a neuroscientist and primatologist—uncovers the hidden story of our actions. Undertaking some of our thorniest questions relating to tribalism and xenophobia, hierarchy and competition, and war and peace, Behave is a towering achievement—a majestic synthesis of cutting-edge research and a heroic exploration of why we ultimately do the things we do . . . for good and for ill.

Have You Found Her

Have You Found Her
Author: Janice Erlbaum
Publisher: Villard
Total Pages: 370
Release: 2008-02-12
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 0345504593

And every week, there was the unspoken question, the one I didn’t know enough to ask myself : Have you found her yet? The one who reminds you of you? Twenty years after she lived at a homeless shelter for teens, Janice Erlbaum went back to volunteer. Now thirty-four years old and a successful writer, she’d changed her life for the better; now she wanted to help someone else–someone like the girl she’d once been. Then she met Sam. A brilliant nineteen-year-old junkie savant, the product of a horrifically abusive home, Sam had been surviving alone on the streets since she was twelve and was now struggling for sobriety against the adverse health effects of long-term drug abuse. Soon Janice found herself caring deeply for Sam, following her through detoxes and psych wards, halfway houses and hospitals, becoming ever more manically driven to save her from the sickness and sadness leftover from Sam’s terrible past. But just as Janice was on the verge of becoming the girl’s legal guardian, she made a shocking discovery: Sam was sicker than anyone knew, in ways nobody could have imagined. Written with startling candor and immediacy, Have You Found Her is the story of one woman’s quest to save a girl’s life–and the hard truths she learns about herself along the way. “A rich and compelling account . . . Ultimately this is a book about the narrator’s journey and the dangers that attend the urge within us all to believe we can save another soul. A terrific read.” –Cammie McGovern, author of Eye Contact

E for Ecstasy

E for Ecstasy
Author: Nicholas Saunders
Publisher:
Total Pages: 319
Release: 1993-01-01
Genre: Ecstasy (Drug)
ISBN: 9780950162881