As I got extremely ill and my Qi deteriorated, my desired manifestations never occur anymore. I could also say the same for the undesired manifestations. My world came to a grinding halt… what I always accepted as normal and “take for granted” disappeared from my life. Of course, what I thought was “out of my league” for me became even farther. Here is the truth… "When you have a broken system of Qi flows, you will have weaker manifestation power in your life… as your thoughts become weaker each day." The truth is your thoughts have energy… and there are power levels to your thoughts. When your manifesting power is low, life becomes reactive. You are no longer in control of your life. You will slowly become puppets of others’ realities. In just two months of noticing something was wrong, I lost over seventy pounds. I deteriorated quickly. I became gaunt. Bony looking. One of the most common outward appearances of individuals with little life/bio-energy left is that of gaunt facial and body image. Yet I would meet a key person and many masters by the way synchronicity -- starting an incredible journey of spiritual evolution.