You Exist Too Much

You Exist Too Much
Author: Zaina Arafat
Publisher: Catapult
Total Pages: 182
Release: 2020-06-09
Genre: Fiction
ISBN: 1948226510

A “provocative and seductive debut” of desire and doubleness that follows the life of a young Palestinian American woman caught between cultural, religious, and sexual identities as she endeavors to lead an authentic life (O, The Oprah Magazine). On a hot day in Bethlehem, a 12–year–old Palestinian–American girl is yelled at by a group of men outside the Church of the Nativity. She has exposed her legs in a biblical city, an act they deem forbidden, and their judgement will echo on through her adolescence. When our narrator finally admits to her mother that she is queer, her mother’s response only intensifies a sense of shame: “You exist too much,” she tells her daughter. Told in vignettes that flash between the U.S. and the Middle East—from New York to Jordan, Lebanon, and Palestine—Zaina Arafat’s debut novel traces her protagonist’s progress from blushing teen to sought–after DJ and aspiring writer. In Brooklyn, she moves into an apartment with her first serious girlfriend and tries to content herself with their comfortable relationship. But soon her longings, so closely hidden during her teenage years, explode out into reckless romantic encounters and obsessions with other people. Her desire to thwart her own destructive impulses will eventually lead her to The Ledge, an unconventional treatment center that identifies her affliction as “love addiction.” In this strange, enclosed society she will start to consider the unnerving similarities between her own internal traumas and divisions and those of the places that have formed her. Opening up the fantasies and desires of one young woman caught between cultural, religious, and sexual identities, You Exist Too Much is a captivating story charting two of our most intense longings—for love, and a place to call home.

Why Does the World Exist

Why Does the World Exist
Author: Jim Holt
Publisher: W. W. Norton & Company
Total Pages: 321
Release: 2012-07-17
Genre: Philosophy
ISBN: 0871404095

In this astonishing and profound work, an irreverent sleuth traces the riddleof existence from the ancient world to modern times.

I Exist

I Exist
Author: Charles Louis De Bourbon, Prince
Publisher: Trafford Publishing
Total Pages: 324
Release: 2005
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 1412052998

The survival of Louis XVII from the horrible Temple prison after the murder of his father Louis XVI and his mother Marie Antoinette is a fascinating story left out of all official French history. No wonder they did not want to hand him over to the Spanish king or the Vendee province, both of which demanded his release. I exist because he survived! If he did not survive who am I then? No one can give an answer to that, because no other answer exists. The book tells his life story and it intertwines with mine. I also left the country of my birth after the Second World War to try my luck elsewhere. I left my parents behind as a young man of 18. I did not suffer as he did but there are many parallels. And in the end our stories come together as I try to find a final answer to the quest of getting my name accepted in my country France. Outline •Chapter 1 Early Memories, born in Holland with family to Dutch Indies. War and father against the Germans, underground. War over I leave for Canada to bring mother over. Parents divorced. •Chapter 2 Louis XVI and the revolution, first Dauphin is born, second son is Charles Louis. Fairly long description on what led to the revolution. Family life. •Chapter 3 The revolution intensifies the struggles to maintain order. The opposition helped by the Orleans branch of the family. Attack on the Bastille, paid for by the Orleans group. •Chapter 4 I arrive in Montreal, move to Timmins looking for gold. Find a wife instead. Work in Hotel and goldmine. Move to Toronto. •Chapter 5 The Royal family is jailed in the Temple. Father Louis XVI is sentenced to death and beheaded. Mother Marie-Antoinette accused of sex crimes with son is also beheaded. Charles Louis becomes Louis XVII at 8 years old. Alone in prison with his sister. Escapes and is substituted by a sick older boy. •Chapter 6 Louis XVII escapes from jail, his early travels in and out of the clutches of various groups. He ends up in Germany and works with watches, a trade his father started with him when he was very small. •Chapter 7 I work for the department store Robert Simpson. Get executive training and promotions. Tragedy and then a wonderful family life. •Chapter 8 The substitute Louis XVII dies in the Temple on week before he must be handed to the one province in France that is not in the revolution (Vendee). Spain also wants Louis XVII free. Conveniently this is all too late. The burial at St Marquerite cemetery where the caretaker digs up the body out of a mass grave and buries it near the church wall. •Chapter 9 False Dauphins are popping up all over France and even one in North America. All get found out except one. He does not show up until the uncle is declared king of France (Louis XVIII). He has lived for many years in Germany. •Chapter 10 I go from retailing into real estate. My father dies and I become the senior de Bourbon. I have some success and finally decide to take some time off to sail my sailboat across Lake Ontario down the Hudson River past New York to Florida. I love it and come back to do it again. •Chapter 11 Louis XVII as Karl Wilhelm Naundorff in Germany. His enemies pursue him, false accusations, jail terms. He gets married, has children. •Chapter 12 His Crossen memoirs in his own writing he tells his own story. •Chapter 13 He is again going to be attacked so he decides to return to Paris to reclaim his name. He meets with 50 old members of the court. Almost all recognize him and he gets ready to take hid case to court. The Orleans family is on the throne and not impressed that there are survivors of the real Kings. •Chapter 14 Days before the court c

I Exist in All Planes at the Same Time

I Exist in All Planes at the Same Time
Author: Carl Alexander-Reindorf
Publisher: iUniverse
Total Pages: 344
Release: 2006-06-07
Genre: Religion
ISBN: 0595823629

In this ANTHOLOGY II, Leader Olumba Olumba Obu's identification as the Promised Comforter, and Supernatural Teacher; and His teachings on Love, His Mission, His Characteristics, The Holy Spirit, The Word, The Trinity, Baptism, Brotherhood of the Cross and Star, Vegetarianism, Humility, Forgiveness and Mercy, Watch and Pray, Holy Thursday, Dry Fasting, and Feast; are amply recorded and documented.

I Exist in All Planes at the Same Time Anthology Three Volume One

I Exist in All Planes at the Same Time Anthology Three Volume One
Author: Deaconess Floria Alexander-Reindorf
Publisher: iUniverse
Total Pages: 306
Release: 2007-09
Genre: Religion
ISBN: 0595446973

The gospels of Leader Olumba Olumba Obu constitute the Tree of Life whose fruit Adam and Eve were not allowed to taste of. Do you want to eat of the tree of life? Then read this book, and it will give you access to the tree of life.

I Exist in All Planes at the Same Time

I Exist in All Planes at the Same Time
Author: Alexander-Reindorf
Publisher: iUniverse
Total Pages: 409
Release: 2006-06-09
Genre: Religion
ISBN: 0595822797

In ANTHOLOGY II, Leader Olumba Olumba Obu's Teaching on Love, the Holy Spirit, His Mission, His Characteristcs, Prayer, Forgiveness and Mercy, the Holy Spirit, The Word, Humility, Baptism, Brotherhood of the Cross and Star, Holy Thursday, and on the Trinity, are recorded.

This Book Does Not Exist

This Book Does Not Exist
Author: Gary Hayden
Publisher:
Total Pages: 160
Release: 2009
Genre: Paradox
ISBN: 9781741756692

A fresh and exciting introduction to a huge range of logical, ethical and mathematical paradoxes that will give your intellect a workout that you can't help but enjoy.

Life! Why We Exist... and What We Must Do to Survive

Life! Why We Exist... and What We Must Do to Survive
Author: Martin G. Walker
Publisher: Dog Ear Publishing
Total Pages: 268
Release: 2007-02
Genre: Conduct of life
ISBN: 1598582437

Have you ever wondered why we're here, what it all means? In Life Why We Exist. And What We Must Do to Survive, Martin Walker reveals that the laws of space and time shape our form and purpose, and that by acting on this purpose we can ensure the continued survival of life on earth. Life guides us toward the inescapable conclusion that life's persistence is our number-one goal; this goal not only shapes everything we do, think, and feel, but holds our future in the balance. With its compelling and fascinating description of the origins of morality, spirituality, politics, and love, Life stands on its own as a work of great literature. In its contribution to human understanding, it is the most important book since Darwin's The Origin of Species. Why do we exist? Why does anything exist? Rationalists would argue that the answer lies in a complete and comprehensive understanding of the physical aspects of the universe. Those with a more spiritual outlook might claim that science only tells part of the story, that the ultimate answer rests on faith. And philosophers may raise an eyebrow at any attempt to achieve an ultimate answer. But what if we were to trace a path from the origins of the universe to the present day, examining how the forms of existence have appeared and developed over time, would we be able to discern some pattern and purpose that is otherwise obscure? Martin Walker has spent his life seeking to understand why things are the way they are. Martin studied Physics at St. John's College, Oxford, and now lives in Brooklyn, New York, with his wife, Hope, his daughter, Dorothy, and his son, Zane. The idea that the meaning of life can be found in the fundamental principles of existence came to him during a waking dream on a trans-Atlantic flight. Martin did not rest until he had uncovered the principles that shape our dreams, hopes and fears. In Life , he shares the fruits of his discovery. Part scientist, part philosopher, part poet, Martin succeeds in bridging the gap between science and spirituality in prose that is compelling, inspirational, and seductive.

Understanding Descartes: I am, I exist

Understanding Descartes: I am, I exist
Author: Hercules Bantas
Publisher: Reluctant Geek
Total Pages: 5
Release: 2011-03-28
Genre: Philosophy
ISBN:

René Descartes uses rational thought to argue that his essence exists in his thoughts alone. He reasons that the mind and body are distinct and separable, and that the mind, as the originator of thought, is what defines the person. This concise, essay length guide outlines the reasoning Descartes' uses in establishing his theory of knowledge, which he argues is necessary to form a 'proper foundation' for the sciences.

Did I Exist Before? and Will I Be Born Again?

Did I Exist Before? and Will I Be Born Again?
Author: Suniti Chandra Mishra
Publisher: Pustak Mahal
Total Pages: 165
Release: 2010-05-01
Genre: Future life
ISBN: 8122311229

These two perennial questions have haunted human brings since time immemorial, and have been answered in many mystic and clear ways. This book presents the answers given from time to time in a logical and convincing sequence and concludes in such a way that it is the final answer, and no other argument is needed or can be given. This book presents a curious and independent investigation, shows a general as well as personalized approach and settles the question for ever by accepting and declaring that the aim of this journey is to attain God. The soul attains it and is freed. Read the book for that Moksha.