I spent most of my life believing I was flawed, ugly, and that there was something wrong with me to the core of my being. I was taught to trust the wrong people through events in my childhood. I found myself in so many abusive relationships and wasn't even aware of the fact that they were abusive. I was shut down, living in "fright or flight," not able to think for myself. It was what I knew to be normal. It took a Near-Death Experience to reconnect myself to my spirit, I then was able to look at my life from a audience perspective. That's when I discovered I was living in complete fear. So much fear that I had attracted a man involved in a Satanic Cult into my life. How did I end up with a man involved in a Satanic Cult I tell a very honest, raw, revealing story of how damaging abuse and bullying was to the emotional part of me. I share tools and techniques that allowed me to heal my wounds. I believe that had I not had the NDE I would not be alive! I do not share details of the abuse however this book is not for the faint of heart! My journey has been terrifying at times, there were moments when I was hanging on by a thread. Yet in those moments I found the strength to my healing. The journey was so guided and I know that I was meant to experience everything to write this book. It is my honour to share how I healed my childhood emotional wounds of bullying and abuse at the hands of my father, as well as my peers. This book is so revilement with the times we are in, "Me Too."