I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die
Author: Sarah J. Robinson
Publisher: WaterBrook
Total Pages: 257
Release: 2021-05-11
Genre: Religion
ISBN: 0593193539

A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.

The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN - VOL. I

The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN - VOL. I
Author: S J Brede
Publisher:
Total Pages: 360
Release: 2020-10-16
Genre:
ISBN:

The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN VOL. I and VOL. II books take a highly biased & deeply objective look at the psychological pitfalls, propaganda-tricks, and logical fallacies contributing to that utterly irrational, frequently flabbergasting, and often outright dangerous behavior of MAGA-minds in Trump's America. The two-volumes of this book provide you with all the necessary background on the psychological and propagandistic schemes behind the gobsmacking irrationality of your MAGA-hat wearing neighbors, family-members, friends, and colleagues - as well as with a number of practical tactics to identify and successfully counter most of the Trumpministration's and Trumpists' lies, arguments, and debate-strategies. VOL. I of The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN contains: [Circular Reasoning]- Hiding Circular Reasoning in Plain Sight- The Impenetrable Circles of Lies- Closed World Assumption- Open World Assumption- Whitewashing Over One Rail- What-Aboutism- Addressing the Brown Elephant in the Room[Cognitive Dissonance Avoidance]- When Truth Truly Hurts- The Struggles of Stephen the Stooge- A Self-Sustaining State of Stress- The Fearful Hate- That Dreadful Dread- Please be very afraid- Prejudice: The Problem with Premature Evaluation- TrumpSpeak- It is All Fun and Games. Until it is All Just Fun and Games.- The Tallest Tales are Still Told on Television- The Illusory Truth Effect- The Bigger the Turd the Better to Swallow- The Not So Subtle Subversion of the Soul[Ipse Dixit][Arguments from Authority]- A Life between Freedoms and Fetters- The Chink in the Armor- A Superseded Immune System- Authority: An Almost Unshakeable Illusion- All Power Rests in the People. Seriously.- Authority begets Authority- The 3-Steps Argument from Authority- An Apparent American Affection for Authorities- The Story of the Pennsylvania Plague Rat- The Story of the Antagonizing AmbassadorThe 3 Steps Argument from Authority- To trump [verb]: alternat./: to blatantly abuse power- Bonus Step 4: Entrenchment"The Bootleg Expert""The Expert Assassin""The Laymen Experts"- "The Appeal to Poverty"The Appeal to WealthThe Appeal to Poverty- Socialism - The Red Rag for Trumpists- Pandering to the Poor: A Global Success Story- The Modern American Poor- Plain Common Sense- The Hero They Do Not Need but Deserve- A Mass-Manipulator's Must-Have: The Matching Megaphone- The Lahren- & Karen-Conundrums- Blacks & Boogaloo for Trump- Repulsing the Populist AppealVOL. II of The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN contains: [Bullshitting]- The Ballad of Bullshitter Jeff- A Tale of Two Trumps- The Bullshitter's Playbook- John Barron. A Report.- - Childhood and Youth- - Spreading His Wings- - Coming into His Own- - A Star is Born- - Discoveries- - The Later Years- The Bullshitter's Pawns and Prey- An (Incomplete) Damage Report- Behind the Bullshitter's Mask- The Emotional Emptiness of the Embezzler- The Path of the Bullshitter- They live! Among Us.- Drying Out a Parasite[Doublethink]- The Devil's Offer- "The Chief's Choice"- A Future Epilogue- Back to 1984- American Angst- American Pride and Prejudice- Playing the Long Game- Ken Cuccinelli - Or: A Study in Hypocrisy- Room 101- DoubleThink or Hoodwink[The Factoid][The Woozle Effect]- What Really Happened in the Hundred Acre Wood- Getting the Woozle to Work- A Sobering Experiment- "Why You Must Eat Chocolate Daily."- "I have been foolish and deluded."

The Financial Crisis Inquiry Report

The Financial Crisis Inquiry Report
Author: Financial Crisis Inquiry Commission
Publisher: Cosimo, Inc.
Total Pages: 692
Release: 2011-05-01
Genre: Political Science
ISBN: 1616405414

The Financial Crisis Inquiry Report, published by the U.S. Government and the Financial Crisis Inquiry Commission in early 2011, is the official government report on the United States financial collapse and the review of major financial institutions that bankrupted and failed, or would have without help from the government. The commission and the report were implemented after Congress passed an act in 2009 to review and prevent fraudulent activity. The report details, among other things, the periods before, during, and after the crisis, what led up to it, and analyses of subprime mortgage lending, credit expansion and banking policies, the collapse of companies like Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac, and the federal bailouts of Lehman and AIG. It also discusses the aftermath of the fallout and our current state. This report should be of interest to anyone concerned about the financial situation in the U.S. and around the world.THE FINANCIAL CRISIS INQUIRY COMMISSION is an independent, bi-partisan, government-appointed panel of 10 people that was created to "examine the causes, domestic and global, of the current financial and economic crisis in the United States." It was established as part of the Fraud Enforcement and Recovery Act of 2009. The commission consisted of private citizens with expertise in economics and finance, banking, housing, market regulation, and consumer protection. They examined and reported on "the collapse of major financial institutions that failed or would have failed if not for exceptional assistance from the government."News Dissector DANNY SCHECHTER is a journalist, blogger and filmmaker. He has been reporting on economic crises since the 1980's when he was with ABC News. His film In Debt We Trust warned of the economic meltdown in 2006. He has since written three books on the subject including Plunder: Investigating Our Economic Calamity (Cosimo Books, 2008), and The Crime Of Our Time: Why Wall Street Is Not Too Big to Jail (Disinfo Books, 2011), a companion to his latest film Plunder The Crime Of Our Time. He can be reached online at www.newsdissector.com.

The Mega Maga Mind Meltdown Vol. II

The Mega Maga Mind Meltdown Vol. II
Author: S J Brede
Publisher:
Total Pages: 260
Release: 2020-11-18
Genre:
ISBN:

The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN VOL. I. and VOL. II. take a highly biased, deeply objective look at the psychological pitfalls, propaganda-tricks, and logical fallacies contributing to that utterly irrational, frequently flabbergasting, and often outright dangerous behavior of MAGA-minds in Trump's America. The two-volumes of this book provide you with all the necessary background on the psychological and propagandistic schemes behind the gobsmacking irrationality of your MAGA-hat wearing neighbors, family-members, friends, and colleagues - as well as with a number of practical tactics to identify and successfully counter most of the Trumpministration's and Trumpists' lies, arguments, and debate-strategies. Content of VOL. II of The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN: [Bullshitting]- The Ballad of Bullshitter Jeff- A Tale of Two Trumps- The Bullshitter's Playbook- John Barron. A Report.- - Childhood and Youth- - Spreading His Wings- - Coming into His Own- - A Star is Born- - Discoveries- - The Later Years- The Bullshitter's Pawns and Prey- An (Incomplete) Damage Report- Behind the Bullshitter's Mask- The Emotional Emptiness of the Embezzler- The Path of the Bullshitter- They live! Among Us.- Drying Out a Parasite[Doublethink]- The Devil's Offer- "The Chief's Choice"- A Future Epilogue- Back to 1984- American Angst- American Pride and Prejudice- Playing the Long Game- Ken Cuccinelli - Or: A Study in Hypocrisy- Room 101- DoubleThink or Hoodwink[The Factoid][The Woozle Effect]- What Really Happened in the Hundred Acre Wood- Getting the Woozle to Work- A Sobering Experiment- "Why You Must Eat Chocolate Daily."- "I have been foolish and deluded."Content of VOL. I of The MEGA MAGA MIND MELTDOWN: [Circular Reasoning]- Hiding Circular Reasoning in Plain Sight- The Impenetrable Circles of Lies- Closed World Assumption- Open World Assumption- Whitewashing Over One Rail- What-Aboutism- Addressing the Brown Elephant in the Room[Cognitive Dissonance Avoidance]- When Truth Truly Hurts- The Struggles of Stephen the Stooge- A Self-Sustaining State of Stress- The Fearful Hate- That Dreadful Dread- Please be very afraid- Prejudice: The Problem with Premature Evaluation- TrumpSpeak- It is All Fun and Games. Until it is All Just Fun and Games.- The Tallest Tales are Still Told on Television- The Illusory Truth Effect- The Bigger the Turd the Better to Swallow- The Not So Subtle Subversion of the Soul[Ipse Dixit][Arguments from Authority]- A Life between Freedoms and Fetters- The Chink in the Armor- A Superseded Immune System- Authority: An Almost Unshakeable Illusion- All Power Rests in the People. Seriously.- Authority begets Authority- The 3-Steps Argument from Authority- An Apparent American Affection for Authorities- The Story of the Pennsylvania Plague Rat- The Story of the Antagonizing AmbassadorThe 3 Steps Argument from Authority- To trump [verb]: alternat./: to blatantly abuse power- Bonus Step 4: Entrenchment"The Bootleg Expert""The Expert Assassin""The Laymen Experts"- "The Appeal to Poverty"The Appeal to WealthThe Appeal to Poverty- Socialism - The Red Rag for Trumpists- Pandering to the Poor: A Global Success Story- The Modern American Poor- Plain Common Sense- The Hero They Do Not Need but Deserve- A Mass-Manipulator's Must-Have: The Matching Megaphone- The Lahren- & Karen-Conundrums- Blacks & Boogaloo for Trump- Repulsing the Populist Appeal

Weapons of Mass Delusion

Weapons of Mass Delusion
Author: Robert Draper
Publisher: Penguin
Total Pages: 401
Release: 2022-10-18
Genre: Political Science
ISBN: 0593300157

One of The Washington Post's 10 Best Books of 2022 The disturbing eyewitness account of how a new breed of Republicans—led by Marjorie Taylor Greene, Paul Gosar, Matt Gaetz, Lauren Boebert, and Madison Cawthorn—far from moving on from Trump, have taken the politics of hysteria to even greater extremes and brought American democracy to the edge The violent insurrection at the U.S. Capitol on January 6, 2021, was a terrible day for American democracy, but many people dared to hope that at least it would break the fever that had overcome the Republican Party and banish Trump's relentless lies about the stealing of the 2020 election. That is not what happened. Instead, “the big steal” has become dogma among an ever-higher percentage of American Republicans. What happened to the Republican Party, and America, during the Trump presidency is a story we more or less think we know. What has happened to the party since, it turns out, is even more disquieting. That is the story Robert Draper tells in Weapons of Mass Delusion. Through his extraordinarily intrepid cross-country reporting, Draper chronicles the road from January 6 to the 2022 midterms among the Republican base and in the U.S. Congress, rendering unforgettable portraits of how Marjorie Taylor Greene and her ilk came to shape their party’s terms of engagement to an extent that would have been unimaginable even five years ago. He also brings to life the efforts of a dwindling group of Republicans who are willing to push back against the falsehoods, in the face of a group of ascendent demagogues who are merrily weaponizing them. With a base whipped up into a perpetual frenzy of outrage by conspiracy theories—not just about the big steal but about COVID and vaccines, pedophilia and Antifa and Black Lives Matter and George Soros and President Obama, and on and on and on—the forces of reason within the GOP are on the defensive, to put it mildly. The book also benefits greatly from reporting conducted in Texas, Arizona, Georgia, New Hampshire, and other bellwether states in the country of the mind one might call a fever of undending conspiracies. Robert Draper has been a wise, fearless, and fair-minded chronicler of the American political scene for over twenty-five years. He has seen the good, the bad, and the ugly. He has never seen it this ugly. Ultimately, this book tells the story of a fearful test of our ability, as a country, to hold together a system of government grounded in truth and the rule of law. Written on the eve of the 2022 midterm elections, Draper’s account of a party teetering on the precipice of madness reveals how the GOP fringe became its center of gravity.

Media and the American Mind

Media and the American Mind
Author: Daniel J. Czitrom
Publisher: Univ of North Carolina Press
Total Pages: 276
Release: 1982
Genre: Social Science
ISBN: 9780807841075

In a fascinating and comprehensive intellectual history of modern communication in America, Daniel Czitrom examines the continuing contradictions between the progressive possibilities that new communications technologies offer and their use as instruments

March Was Made of Yarn

March Was Made of Yarn
Author: Elmer Luke
Publisher: Vintage
Total Pages: 242
Release: 2012-03-06
Genre: History
ISBN: 0307948870

In time for the one year anniversary of the 2011 earthquake in Japan, a collection of essays and stories by Japanese writers on the devastating disaster, its aftermath, and the resolve of a people to rebuild. On March 11, 2011, a massive earthquake occurred off the northeastern coast of Japan, triggering a 50-foot tsunami that crushed everything in its path—highways, airports, villages, trains, and buses—leaving death and destruction behind, and causing a major radiation leak from five nuclear plants. Here eighteen writers give us their trenchant observations and emotional responses to such a tragedy, in what is a fascinating, enigmatic and poignant collection.

Elfen Lied Omnibus Volume 1

Elfen Lied Omnibus Volume 1
Author: Lynn Okamoto
Publisher: Dark Horse Comics
Total Pages: 652
Release: 2023-02-28
Genre: Comics & Graphic Novels
ISBN: 1506738931

Lynn Okamoto's beloved series is now available in English for the very first time, presented here in a special omnibus collecting three volumes in one! Captured and isolated against their will, the Diclonius species are a threat waiting to break free. When a young Diclonius girl, Nyu, escapes from the research facility she was being held in, she manages finds solace in two allies, until danger finds her again, putting everyone at risk. However, her enemies soon realize they're in over their heads as an attempt to subdue Nyu results in unspeakable tragedy. Cited as an inspiration for Stranger Things by the show's creators: "I had seen an anime called Elfen Lied that is clearly inspired by Akira. And that was really influential. When I watched it I though it felt like an ultraviolent E.T. There were a lot of things in there that I really liked and that made their way into the show, particularly related to the character of Eleven."--Matt Duffer, Co-Creator of Stranger Things The first of four omnibuses containing all twelve of the original volumes published in Japan!

Afro Samurai Volume 2

Afro Samurai Volume 2
Author: Takashi Okazaki
Publisher: Titan Comics
Total Pages: 180
Release: 2022-12-14
Genre: Comics & Graphic Novels
ISBN: 1787739457

The concluding volume of the director’s cut of the classic manga, featuring a specially commissioned cover by creator Takashi Okazaki. Japan has become a land of warriors, warlords and assassins, where the technology of the future exists alongside the brutal traditions of the past. This world is ruled by whoever possesses the legendary No.1 headband. After having defeated the Empty Seven Clan, Afro is forced to face a new threat: a deadly warrior who wears a teddy mask called Jinno. Will his bloodthirsty campaign of vengeance be thwarted, or will he finally face Justice, the man who killed his father, and claim the No.1 headband? Celebrating the 15th anniversary of the Afro Samurai anime starring Samuel L. Jackson!

Global Trends 2030

Global Trends 2030
Author: National Intelligence Council
Publisher: Cosimo Reports
Total Pages: 0
Release: 2018-02-07
Genre:
ISBN: 9781646797721

This important report, Global Trends 2030-Alternative Worlds, released in 2012 by the U.S. National Intelligence Council, describes megatrends and potential game changers for the next decades. Among the megatrends, it analyzes: - increased individual empowerment - the diffusion of power among states and the ascent of a networked multi-polar world - a world's population growing to 8.3 billion people, of which sixty percent will live in urbanized areas, and surging cross-border migration - expanding demand for food, water, and energy It furthermore describes potential game changers, including: - a global economy that could thrive or collapse - increased global insecurity due to regional instability in the Middle East and South Asia - new technologies that could solve the problems caused by the megatrends - the possibility, but by no means the certainty, that the U.S. with new partners will reinvent the international system Students of trends, forward-looking entrepreneurs, academics, journalists and anyone eager for a glimpse into the next decades will find this essential reading.