Big Man No Heart.... Dr. Turner stared at the dead man lying on the hard, cold examination table. He wondered aloud why this large man was left to die in an attic. He wondered if the man was murdered or had committed suicide. He already knew that the man had been shot in his right temple. The dead man had a full head of wavy gray hair. The hair on the right side of his head was matted with blood. He had deep crystal blue eyes surrounded by clear, visible crows feet. The dead man appeared to be in his late 50s. The tan lines on his arms gave the appearance that he wore short-sleeved shirts. His palms were soft and milky white, giving the suggestion that he was not a man who did physical hard work with his hands. His fingernails were short and neatly manicured. Dr. Turner noticed a slight bluish tint around the nail beds. Looking at the dead man, Dr. Turner found it hard to believe he sold his children to make a living.