I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die
Author: Sarah J. Robinson
Publisher: WaterBrook
Total Pages: 257
Release: 2021-05-11
Genre: Religion
ISBN: 0593193539

A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.

Textbook Amy Krouse Rosenthal

Textbook Amy Krouse Rosenthal
Author: Amy Krouse Rosenthal
Publisher: Penguin
Total Pages: 338
Release: 2020-04-14
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 1101984554

The bestselling author of Encyclopedia an Ordinary Life returns with a literary experience that is unprecedented, unforgettable, and explosively human. Ten years after her beloved, groundbreaking Encyclopedia of an Ordinary Life, #1 New York Times bestselling author Amy Krouse Rosenthal delivers a book full of her distinct blend of nonlinear narrative, wistful reflections, and insightful wit. It is a mighty, life-affirming work that sheds light on all the ordinary and extraordinary ways we are connected. Like she did with Encyclopedia of an Ordinary Life, Amy Krouse Rosenthal ingeniously adapts a standard format—a textbook, this time—to explore life’s lessons and experiences into a funny, wise, and poignant work of art. Not exactly a memoir, not just a collection of observations, Textbook Amy Krouse Rosenthal is a beautiful exploration into the many ways we are connected on this planet and speaks to the awe, bewilderment, and poignancy of being alive. “…a groundbreaking new twist on the traditional literary experience… Textbook is a delightful collection of interesting scenarios that directly point to life lessons. Rosenthal manages to spotlight grand moments and everyday moments with equal curiosity, proving that it can be both a privilege — and petrifying — to peek into one’s humanity.”—Associated Press “Rosenthal is a marvel… a talented storyteller with an experimental flair for formatting… This engaging, playful, and clever glimpse into one woman’s life offers lots of photographs, graphic illustrations, and diagrams, resulting in a book that will make readers smile as their notions of story delivery expand.” —Booklist

Risen Motherhood (Deluxe Edition)

Risen Motherhood (Deluxe Edition)
Author: Emily Jensen
Publisher: Harvest House Publishers
Total Pages: 265
Release: 2022-10-25
Genre: Religion
ISBN: 0736986340

THIS HIGHLY GIFTABLE DELUXE EDITION OF THE BESTSELLER INCLUDES THREE ALL-NEW CHAPTERS Motherhood is hard. In a world of five-step lists and silver-bullet solutions to become perfect parents, mothers are burdened with mixed messages about who they are and what choices they should make. If you feel pulled between high-fives and hard words, with culture’s solutions only raising more questions, you’re not alone. But there is hope. You might think that Scripture doesn’t have much to say about the food you make for breakfast, how you view your postpartum body, or what school choice you make for your children, but a deeper look reveals that the Bible provides the framework for finding answers to your specific questions about modern motherhood. Emily Jensen and Laura Wifler help you understand and apply the gospel to common issues moms face so you can connect your Sunday morning faith to the Monday morning tantrum. Discover how closely the gospel connects with today’s motherhood. Join Emily and Laura as they walk through the redemptive story and reveal how the gospel applies to your everyday life, bringing hope, freedom, and joy in every area of motherhood.

The Sandcastle Empire

The Sandcastle Empire
Author: Kayla Olson
Publisher: HarperCollins
Total Pages: 294
Release: 2017-06-06
Genre: Young Adult Fiction
ISBN: 0062484893

Before the war, Eden’s life was easy. Then the revolution happened, and everything changed. Now a powerful group called the Wolfpack controls the earth and its resources. And even though Eden has lost everything to them, she refuses to die by their hands. She knows the coordinates to the only neutral ground left in the world, a place called Sanctuary Island, and she is desperate to escape to its shores. Eden finally reaches the island and meets others resistant to the Wolves. But the solace is short-lived when one of Eden’s new friends goes missing. Braving the jungle in search of their lost ally, they quickly discover Sanctuary is filled with lethal traps and an enemy they never expected. This island might be deadlier than the world Eden left behind, but surviving it is the only thing that stands between her and freedom.

The Book Jumper

The Book Jumper
Author: Mechthild Gläser
Publisher: Feiwel & Friends
Total Pages: 384
Release: 2017-01-03
Genre: Young Adult Fiction
ISBN: 1250086671

Amy Lennox doesn't know quite what to expect when she and her mother pick up and leave Germany for Scotland, heading to her mother's childhood home of Lennox House on the island of Stormsay. Amy's grandmother, Lady Mairead, insists that Amy must read while she resides at Lennox House—but not in the usual way. It turns out that Amy is a book jumper, able to leap into a story and interact with the world inside. As thrilling as Amy's new power is, it also brings danger: someone is stealing from the books she visits, and that person may be after her life. Teaming up with fellow book jumper Will, Amy vows to get to the bottom of the thefts—at whatever cost.

American Royals

American Royals
Author: Katharine McGee
Publisher: Ember
Total Pages: 466
Release: 2020-05-05
Genre: Young Adult Fiction
ISBN: 1984830201

NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLING SERIES • What if America had a royal family? If you can't get enough of Harry and Meghan or Kate and William, meet American princesses Beatrice and Samantha. Crazy Rich Asians meets The Crown. Perfect for fans of Red, White, and Royal Blue and The Royal We! Two princesses vying for the ultimate crown. Two girls vying for the prince's heart. This is the story of the American royals. When America won the Revolutionary War, its people offered General George Washington a crown. Two and a half centuries later, the House of Washington still sits on the throne. Like most royal families, the Washingtons have an heir and a spare. A future monarch and a backup battery. Each child knows exactly what is expected of them. But these aren't just any royals. They're American. As Princess Beatrice gets closer to becoming America's first queen regnant, the duty she has embraced her entire life suddenly feels stifling. Nobody cares about the spare except when she's breaking the rules, so Princess Samantha doesn't care much about anything, either . . . except the one boy who is distinctly off-limits to her. And then there's Samantha's twin, Prince Jefferson. If he'd been born a generation earlier, he would have stood first in line for the throne, but the new laws of succession make him third. Most of America adores their devastatingly handsome prince . . . but two very different girls are vying to capture his heart. The duty. The intrigue. The Crown. New York Times bestselling author Katharine McGee imagines an alternate version of the modern world, one where the glittering age of monarchies has not yet faded--and where love is still powerful enough to change the course of history. "The lives of the American royal family will hook you in the very first pages and never let go. Relatable, believable, fantastical, aspirational, and completely addictive." --Sara Shepard, #1 New York Times bestselling author of the Pretty Little Liars and Perfectionists series

Damn the Diets

Damn the Diets
Author: Kayla Rose Kotecki
Publisher:
Total Pages: 228
Release: 2017-05-19
Genre: Body image
ISBN: 9781521336854

Former Fitness Model, Bikini Competitor and Diet-Binge-Purger, Kayla Rose, Exposes The Harsh Reality to True Health, Fitness, Freedom and Happiness with Your Body. Does this sound like you? "I CAN'T HAVE ICE CREAM OR DOUGHNUTS IN THE HOUSE BECAUSE I'LL BE TEMPTED AND I CAN'T "CONTROL" MYSELF IF IT'S THERE.. I CAN'T JUST EAT ONE OR TWO; I FEAR I'LL EAT THE WHOLE TUB OR WHOLE BOX IN ONE SITTING.." "I WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND REACH DOWN TO PINCH MY STOMACH FAT..I CAN'T CROSS A MIRROR WITHOUT LIFTING MY SHIRT, BODY CHECKING OR LOOKING AT MYSELF WITH DISGUST AND SHAME.." "I CAN'T LEAVE THE HOUSE UNLESS I KNOW I'LL HAVE ACCESS TO CLEAN FOOD INGREDIENTS OR IF I'LL BE ABLE TO EAT ON SCHEDULE.." "I'M WORRIED TO FOLLOW MY HUNGER AND SATIETY SIGNALS BECAUSE I FEAR I'LL EAT AND EAT AND EAT UNTILL I'M OBESE.." I UNDERSTAND BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE AND WANT TO HELP YOU FIND THE FREEDOM I DID.. I "looked" healthy and fit from the outside..but felt like death on the inside.. that's NOT true health.. I was bedridden, bloated, in pain, my whole body ached, brain fog, fatigued, zilch energy, anxious, fearful, unable to digest any foods anymore, had lost my menstrual cycle, was dizzy and faint, lost my sex drive, lost many relationships, lost my passion for life, and isolated.. Thoughts about food were what my life consisted of; yet the foods I craved were "feared and forbidden"... I hated my body, and couldn't resist pinching fat on my body or body checking every time I passed the mirror... I was just trying to be "healthy" and "fit".. I was supposedly following the most "perfect and optimal" diets out there?! I was just trying to live up to the [unrealistic and unsustainable] standards and expectations of others, instead of my own... I knew something had to change, I couldn't keep doing what I was doing...I was fading away... my situation would soon become fatal... Through my journey, I came to discover the thing that would bring me the most health and sanity, was to break free from the dangerous restrictions, rules, dietary limitations, body shaming, and overtraining. Because sometimes you have to go against everything you've learned to be "true" in order to find the answers, results and change you've so desperately been seeking. Damn the Diets was created from my experiences to help those who wish to live a life of freedom from the fears and guilt around food, exercise and the oppression of body image obsession too. In this book you'll learn about: Why you're bingeing, gaining weight, fatigued, anxious, retaining water and more, Stop the cycle of pleasing, following, comparing, and shaming, How to break free from Body Dysmorphia, My personal story and experiences in detail, Action steps and tools in order to successfully recover from the mental, emotional and physical damage, Intuitive eating, overcoming fears around foods and becoming a "normal eater" again, Studies behind restrictive and disordered eating behaviors, and more! -- Do you deal with low self esteem, compare yourself to others and perfectionism? -- Are you sick of trying every diet or calorie manipulation out there with no long term success for weight loss, feeling healthful or "internal cleanliness and purity?" -- Do you feel extreme hunger, overeat (binge) and then feel guilty later on about it? Ending up in a never ending diet-binge-purge cycle? -- Do you want to find your body's ideal weight and the best, non restrictive and balanced diet for your physiology and lifestyle - without ever going on a "diet" or extreme lifestyle again? Order now for insight on how to recover for freedom and quality of life!

Daisy Haites

Daisy Haites
Author: Jessa Hastings
Publisher: Penguin
Total Pages: 953
Release: 2021-11-22
Genre: Fiction
ISBN: 0593474899

All twenty-year-old Daisy Haites has ever wanted is a normal life, but as the heiress to London’s most notorious criminal empire, it’s just not in the cards for her. Raised by her older brother, Julian, after their parents were murdered, Daisy has never been able to escape the watchful gaze of her gang-lord brother. But Julian’s line of work means that Daisy’s life is . . . complicated. And things don’t become any easier when she falls hard for the beautiful and emotionally unavailable Christian Hemmes, who happens to be one of the few men in London who doesn’t answer to Julian. Christian’s life is no walk in the park either, since he’s in love with his best friend’s girlfriend, Magnolia Parks. He’s happy enough to use Daisy to throw off the scent of his true affections—until she starts to infiltrate those, too. As their romance blossoms into something neither was anticipating, Daisy and Christian must come to terms with the fact that in this life everything comes at a price. Relationships intersect and tangle, and Daisy, Christian, and Julian will learn that sometimes life’s most worthwhile pursuits can only be paid in blood.

Shatter Me

Shatter Me
Author: Tahereh Mafi
Publisher: Harper Collins
Total Pages: 417
Release: 2011-11-15
Genre: Young Adult Fiction
ISBN: 0062085514

The gripping first installment in New York Times bestselling author Tahereh Mafi’s Shatter Me series. One touch is all it takes. One touch, and Juliette Ferrars can leave a fully grown man gasping for air. One touch, and she can kill. No one knows why Juliette has such incredible power. It feels like a curse, a burden that one person alone could never bear. But The Reestablishment sees it as a gift, sees her as an opportunity. An opportunity for a deadly weapon. Juliette has never fought for herself before. But when she’s reunited with the one person who ever cared about her, she finds a strength she never knew she had. And don’t miss Defy Me, the shocking fifth book in the Shatter Me series!

Open Your Bible - Bible Study Book

Open Your Bible - Bible Study Book
Author: Raechel Myers
Publisher: Lifeway Church Resources
Total Pages: 0
Release: 2015-11-02
Genre: Bible
ISBN: 9781430043317

Are you longing to hear from God, aching to know who He really is? The beautiful truth is this—we can encounter the living God today and every day in the pages of His Word. Whether you are a seasoned Bible reader or struggle to keep up with studying Scripture, Open Your Bible will leave you with a greater appreciation for the Word of God, a deeper understanding of its authority, and a stronger desire to know the Bible inside and out. Using powerful storytelling, real-life examples, and scripture itself, Open Your Bible will quench a thirst you might not even know you have, one that can only be satisfied by God's Word.