If you have ever been troubled or in a relationship that was too compelling this is a must read. She will take you through troubled relationships, pregnancy, rejection, depression, single motherhood, anger, anxiety all of this and more. She will show you the courage and the fortitude she had to stand up for her rights to be the good person, the righteous person. Follow her through the turmoil she experienced and her faith in God that gave her the strength of character, the backbone and the courage to move on, to move forward, to become that incredibly beautiful, strong woman, sensitive, caring mother and to be that one that others rely on and come to for words of encouragement and sweet tender words of love and advice. You will follow her through her life and journey so you may learn, as did she, how you to overcome all obstacles that could have potentially destroyed her emotional stability and relationships with those around her and in her life. She found the strength and courage in her relationship with God to do all of this. If you are like many, every relationship you are in you think that "this is it - this is the one." Well picking a life's partner has become one of the most difficult challenges of her life. Having a career is easy but picking a man is a whole new story. Many women either pick the wrong man or stay alone. This is not what she wants. She does not want to be the one that stays alone. This read is about her less than perfect relationships that she has had with men before and during her pregnancy. In these relationships she was cheated on and she explains her experience with being emotional distraught, as if her heart was ripped out of her chest and stomped all over. The pain and hurt that was felt by her was so great. She felt as if she could literally see her heart and it was continuously bleeding. Many times she would lie in bed and pray to God "when will my life change" "when will I meet someone." All of these relationships brou