This book “I Anointed But I Still Hurt” is a book that came from the life of Ms. Shonda Kirk from here years of ministry. She has served in the nations as a leader and this book shares her heart in ministry .Shonda Kirk gives information how most leaders and lay members experience different things and never say anything about how they are feeling. As a woman in ministry she shares it is not always easy. Its not what we may think a bowl of cherries but stay in God’s presence through prayer helps us as leaders to hold on to God unchanging hands. She shares how many people are offended and the church and leaves the church and why. “I Anointed And I Still Hurt” gives information why some leaders commit sucidie and not yeild to the presence of God securing them. Shonda Kirk shares that being a leader of God’s church is not easy especially when the same people you minister or preach to each Sunday are the very ones who are the wolves in the flock. The special grace of God makes us as leaders sustain our ground and realize although we we are anointed we hurt as leaders. This book shares who when we are leader we play hurt and sustain because God’s hands is upon us as we trust him. Shonda Kirk an author is on a mission to see leaders of God’s church advance into something even when they have been hurt.