The true story of the author's battle with a deep-rooted darkness that led to a world of isolation and a secret. The destruction brought on by his dangerous attempt to suppress his anguish is layered with a devastating diagnosis leaving his life and profession in an unrecognizable field of debris. Losing everything, he clings to what is left among the shattered pieces of his life as he reluctantly begins his difficult journey toward spiritual restoration and physical recovery. You will be stirred by his heart-aching struggle, the consequences of his decisions, and the divergent responses from the people in his life. His climb toward redemption is shrouded in agony, but among the ruins are pockets of refuge and extraordinary miracles. Will they prove to be enough in his endeavor to reclaim his purpose and joy?