The Gospel of Chaos: True Stories from the Void

The Gospel of Chaos: True Stories from the Void
Author: Jeremy Void
Publisher: Lulu.com
Total Pages: 426
Release: 2017-09-15
Genre: Poetry
ISBN: 0578214962

They told me drugs were bad, but my curious child's mind couldn't connect two and two. I mean, if drugs were so bad, period, then why would people be putting them into their bodies? So I had to find out, and find out I did: Drugs made me feel a w e s o m e!

Shattered Illusions

Shattered Illusions
Author: Jeremy Void
Publisher: Lulu.com
Total Pages: 78
Release: 2017-03
Genre: Poetry
ISBN: 0578191504

Shattered Illusion is a short collection that includes Jeremy Void three longest poems: "My Psychedelic Suicide," "The Nameless City*defaced," and "The TR*TH."

I Am Charlotte Simmons

I Am Charlotte Simmons
Author: Tom Wolfe
Publisher: Macmillan
Total Pages: 758
Release: 2005-08-30
Genre: Fiction
ISBN: 9780312424442

At Dupont University, an innocent college freshman named Charlotte Simmons learns that her intellect alone will not help her survive.

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die
Author: Sarah J. Robinson
Publisher: WaterBrook
Total Pages: 257
Release: 2021-05-11
Genre: Religion
ISBN: 0593193539

A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.

Living with the Dead

Living with the Dead
Author: Rock Scully
Publisher: Rowman & Littlefield
Total Pages: 412
Release: 2001
Genre: Rock musicians
ISBN: 0815411634

This memoir chronicles the Dead's seminal years: 1965-1985.

The Rapture of the Nerds

The Rapture of the Nerds
Author: Cory Doctorow
Publisher: Macmillan
Total Pages: 353
Release: 2012-09-04
Genre: Fiction
ISBN: 0765329107

From the two defining personalities of post-cyberpunk SF, a brilliant collaboration to rival 1987's The Difference Engine by William Gibson and Bruce Sterling

Bore Hole

Bore Hole
Author: Joe Mellen
Publisher: MIT Press
Total Pages: 193
Release: 2015-10-29
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 1907222391

A heavily expanded edition of Joe Mellen's legendary, long out-of-print auto-trepanation memoir. A heavily expanded edition of Joe Mellen's legendary, long out-of-print auto-trepanation memoir, Bore Hole takes us deep into the dawning of the UK's psychedelic counter culture, and into a mind breaking free from the confines of a traditional English upbringing. Travelling to Morocco and Ibiza, then back to the first spring of swinging London, Joe Mellen discovers the pleasures of hashish, is captivated by the visionary intensity of LSD and, after meeting the Dutch psychedelic guru Bart Huges, attempts the ultimate head trip, the bore hole. As well as a selection of unseen archive photographs, this edition includes a new postscript, essays, appendices and a 1967 interview with Bart Huges.

Amber to Ashes

Amber to Ashes
Author: Gail McHugh
Publisher: Simon and Schuster
Total Pages: 480
Release: 2015-06-09
Genre: Fiction
ISBN: 1476766045

From the New York Times bestselling author of Collide and Pulse comes a gritty new novel about a shattered young woman who unexpectedly falls for two best friends. They were a storm I never saw coming, an unforeseen heartbreak on the edge of a dangerous cliff. Amber Moretti’s life changes in the span of minutes. An orphaned outsider, she is desperate to start fresh the moment she walks onto campus. In the time it takes to cross the university’s dining hall, she meets two men who bring color, air, and light to her darkened world. They became my addiction, each a needle to my next hit, my high. Brock Cunningham’s appeal is dizzying, a potent force Amber can’t deny. A green-eyed smooth talker, he instantly attracts Amber. It doesn’t take long for him to consume her every thought, her every breath. Ryder Ashcroft, a blue-eyed, tattooed, and pierced bad boy, turns Amber off immediately—that is, until he kisses her, stealing a piece of her heart, her soul. They were as opposite as fire and ice, yet I ached for them equally. Never knowing she could be broken down in so many unexpectedly beautiful yet petrifying ways, Amber finds herself falling for both men. Immoral? Maybe. I say undeniable. Uncontained. But one devastating event changes everything, shattering each of their lives...and Amber isn’t sure she can recover from it.

8 Days for Salvation

8 Days for Salvation
Author: Yolanda Olson
Publisher: Independently Published
Total Pages: 260
Release: 2021-10
Genre:
ISBN:

I don't know where I am. I'm the last of nine. He calls me Faith, because he said that faith is blind. That's how he justified taking my eyes. See No Evil. That's the role I play here. If you can hear me. If you can see me. My name is Ione Winslow. PLEASE HELP.