The First Time Lois Meets James - It's All About Pleasure... And Pain"I am going to break you.That's the whole purpose of this exercise. From the moment the door inside that room closes, I am not going to be Mr. Nice Guy. I am going to do everything in my power to hear you scream, and I won't stop until I hear you beg for mercy. Do you wish to proceed on that basis?"Today my name is Lois Reeves. I have an appointment with dominant "James Leverett" this morning, because my next assignment requires that I be a "submissive" and I have no idea what that entails. I'm about to find out... by jumping in at the deep end."Why do you like meting out pain? Do you enjoy hurting women?"If possible, his smile got wider. "Is that what you think we do here? Hurt women?" He paused, and I resisted the urge to squirm. "Are women all over the world," he leaned over the desk to give me the full weight of his stare, "crazy enough to pay for that kind of thing?" His pen tapped sharply on the desk, daring me to answer."All over the world?" The words didn't come out as I'd intended them to, ending up as more of a pathetic whisper. Backing up against my chair, his large frame making me rather uncomfortable in the fragile emotional state I was in, there were a couple of seconds silence as I deliberated my next move. Needing desperately to get back to normal so I could return to work, I needed the release that I suspected only this kind of scenario could bring, without me being back in the field of course, which wasn't going to happen until I was cleared. I'd been off work for six months now, and the inactivity was killing me. For someone who lived their life on the edge, sitting down in front of the TV channel hopping every day was one of the worst punishments possible. The adrenaline junkie in me was clamouring for a high, and the most excitement I'd found in downtown London recently was a near mugging attempt.